I’m
splashing about in Kindle Direct Publishing, making a mess, trying to
keep it light and dismissing stress – don’t think I’ve used any
real swear words, yet. Doing
April-poem-a-day this year sent me down this path; I sat up one
sleepless night with the idea of settling the best of my old
previously published poems in a book.
These
poems are set in their decades, the 60s being full of childish
memories and teenage troubles with a hint of the history of the time.
The collection is thick with memoir but there are oddities thrown in;
it’s a bit like a packed suitcase where other minds might boggle at
the mix. In the 70s and 80s innocence meets up with experience and
discovery, and the 90s are steeped in those nasty political
upheavals. My intention was to paint a picture with old published
poems so there has been a lot of dragging in and chucking out. I
think these poems should live together, forever, and hope readers
will feel the same.
Some of
these poems were written almost thirty
years ago, when I was an energetic and wild woman – impulsive. I’m
a different being now and most of my recent work doesn’t blend into
this picture. If I don’t allow them space in the light they might
languish in a document deep in a file system forever. There’s just
something about swimming in nostalgia; here I am writing thirty years
ago about the previous thirty years, loving the images and
characters. That
carnival is well and truly over and all the songs sung, but selective
memory is a fantasy in itself. The dating of these poems (in this
setting) relates to the time in the poem not the time of writing,
except when it does.
Of course I
forgot to include the copyright notice in the first attempt, and made
such a mess of the paperback process that I decided to make a few
changes. It’s good to have a little space to see how a project
works out before seriously advertising the product; I nipped away one
and added four re-formatted poems...and changed the cover. I know
poetry won’t pay the rent but the poems are better out than in,
lying around like old sloths, and, I seem
to be in tidying mode which, apparently, has me re-writing,
re-formatting/structuring old work...and it is interesting fun. I
have achieved something and think that satisfaction will be
guaranteed.
...and here is the link: https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B071NPRZP8
8/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1494433123&sr=8-1&keywords=under+this+sky